It's raining! I love it to just be in bed on a� Sunday� morning watching the rain makes it feel like home. very east coast and lovely but at some point have to find some motivation to go to the gym. Three times a week! Allison and� I have a bet. Sad news last week my high school friend Kristinia her mom passed� away. so incredibly sad so� sudden and� so tragic. accidental overdose of xanax� and she was probably drinking.� So sorry for her family and def have been thinking about them all week and called to leave her a voicemail and started crying I just couldn't imagine loosing my mom could not even imagine it. Rose has been in the hospital she had her gallbladder out and now I know what the gallbladder does hahaha! but she is in recovery and man it was not fun visiting her in the hospital i hate hospitals just don't ever want to be chronically ill. it would just� be too much for me. I think this is the turn around that she needs to get her weight under control so I hope she gets better and does make a change. Talking about change I'm thinking about going vegetarian for the most part. Trying to eat up all the turkey and stuff this week but starting next week def changing my diet just feel the need too. It is def time to change. and also thinking about doing online dating again? what do you think? yah it wasn't a wild success last year but it gave me a lot of confidence� and experience. Now that I have had a second serious relationship i def feel more confident in myself and what I'm looking for. couldn't hurt right? Haha I don't know maybe at the start of next year.� Taking some me time right now and it's fantastic. Starting a darkroom class tomorrow!! very excited to get back into something that I always loved and hopefully will get some amazing prints too